a letter for you
5 dollars, a smile, some flirting, "what thong are you wearin", a circle, some dice, your juice, who's more cocky, who needs more attention, Burberry, Toga Party, Blues, sh*t talkin m*****a....you the part of the link that was the first to be broken. We knew death doesnt escape anyone, but somehow, u being a part of "The Circle" made you invincable. The Circle is supposed to grow old together, raise each others kids, have our petty fights, laugh and talk bout each other, get f*cked up, talk sum mo shyt, laugh fight laugh about whoever fighting. It aint supposed to be like this. We tryna be strong but yet shyt aint real. When we all together we still wont be complete. If someone wouda asked me if I'd of taken it this hard or even this way, I woulda said no, but hell here I am today. Ima learn from you though G, Ima keep everyone close. Let them know I love them. Stay in touch with them. I wonder how she gon take it, she really dont deserve it. Me and her faught alot but she still dont deserve it. We'll help her be strong, or as strong as we can be. I made a promise to God that if He sends u back to us, then I'll be a better person. I made a promise to God that if He send u back and keep us all safe, then we'll all be good. I dont think its fair that He took you from us. You one of us. We were never gonna die. I don't wanna call this Goodbye cuz Im still praying that its a mistake. And if its not a mistake that He's sending you back as I write this. So I'll jus call it a letter from you to me. And Ima hold it together cuz I know u must be watching.
6/25/04....we gon miss u
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