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thank u all for ur kind words and prayers. dont worry there is no foubt in my mind about havinh my surgery because i am in more pain then usual and i know the only solution is to have the operatrion. whats funny is for years i always said i would have it done it just came as a schock when the doctor came to the conclusion first....i kinda feel like ill be losing a big part of me...i mean i have had my twins since eigth grade, they are a part of my personality, my wardrobe,...my life...and for all of you that warned me about the downside of the surgery dont worry i have taken every possiblity into consideration but truthfully there is no other option..this is something that is being done for me and my health

and once again thank u all for keeping me in ur prayers