Updated~ new poem

[Ms. Sunshine]

Iight...I'm just testing my skills out. I'm just making this as I write so bare with me. Just something on my mind.


Its been a long time since I allowed myself to love
It took a lot of praying to the Lord above
And even though it seemed like I healed
A committed relationship was something I didn't feel
So when you came around I thought you were just another guy
Some cute face that seemed to catch my eye
So the talking turned to kissing and soft touches
All this made me forget about my other crushes
Soft touches turned to sex
And might I say it was the best
Then during our long intermission
You presense I was missing
I felt so confused so alone
I began to realize all this wasn't just a friendly bone
I didn't know this feeling that came over me
This was something that I felt was meant to be
But I didn't know if you felt the same
So having this feeling made me feel ashamed
We continued to talk and became best friend
I loved it, but I wished the loving didn't end
But then you came back and wanted to try again
But you wanted no commitment, but more than a friend
I understood why because you've been hurt
And the last girl you commited to threw your heart in the dirt
So the talking turned to kisses and soft touches
I began to forget about all my other crushes
Soft touches turned to sex
And, again, it was the best
But then we started spending time together
Spending time with you made my heart heal better
And you seemed to be healing too
And slowly I began to develop feelings for you
These feelings felt good but had me scared
I didn't know if in your heart love for me you bared
So I pushed it back inside and never spoke of it
I didn't want you to use it to string me like a puppet
But that day you held me close
My feelings came out the most
And we made love not sex
And this was the best
Because I think you felt me through my kisses
And I felt you through you kisses
That day that I opened up and expressed how I felt
Your responding words made my heart melt
When I said I love you
You told me you love me too
So as I sit, I wait for you to be mine
But if this is all that I can have, for now, I'm fine
We can work on our wounds and insecurities
And continue to keep this love between you and me

[In Rod We Trust]

Kiki in love n shyt. Great Poem

[Wisdom_Tree]

Nicely put. Impressed by the repitition and the changing storyline. Made me smile.

[C Diddy]

Awww..sweet poem.

[Ms. Sunshine]

thanks ya'll.

lol@Rod. See there u go. I could be just writing about an experience I saw on TV, or in a dream, or something. :wink:

[Ms. Sunshine]

Too bad I don't talk to the guy I wrote the poem to anymore. I mean we still talk but its not the same...I still love him, but he's too messed up from his past relationships to give me what I want and need in a relationship. So....hey...you can't win them all. We are separating ourselves from each other so all my yearnings and wantings for him are dwindling. I still love him, but I am not going to be waiting around forever.

[Ms. Sunshine]

You gazed into my eyes and told me you love me
Said you would place no girl above me
But now you say you can't be mine
I'm starting to feel this is a waste of my time
You know I still love you and you love me
But you won't let you and I be what we were meant to be

You say you hear people are starting to talk
You want our love for each other to be in the dark
But the hiding seems useless
Because those people are ruthless
They can give a damn about you and me
But your popularity is all you can see

I'm done fighting with your heart
These battles have torn me apart
I offered my heart and you turned me away
So without your love I'll have to stay
I'll walk the way of the heartbroken
My love for you will no longer be spoken