Bleeding (My semi-annual life sucks poem)

[Wisdom_Tree]

If my heart stopped beating then Id stop bleeding
Happiness is fleeting like inopportune glance greetings
Chance meetings-, Cant stand feeding,Im damn seething
And breathing- is scant, really, I shant see thee

Nevermore.

But my blood will run its course and land up on the floor.
And I'll watch it drip out of my veins and through the pores.
Helix down my neck and through my chest, I feel it flow.
Understand it, watch it, bear to see it? Heres a show...

Ex's on my back, my neck, my legs, and shoulders. Thats
Just the aftermath of taking a depressing bath
Trickles do not ask if they can see under the mask
They just last until I say they have finished their task

Evermore.

But my blood will run its course and land up on the floor.
And I'll watch it drip out of my veins and through the pores.
Helix down my neck and through my chest, I feel it flow.
Understand it, watch it, bear to see it? Heres a show...

And if Im so great, why is my heart the first to break
Answer, my life's at stake. Why treat me like a steak?
Throw me in the lake, I can't take another mistake
Death may come before wake, Pray the Lord my soul to take

Forevermore.

But my blood will run its course and land up on the floor.
And I'll watch it drip out of my veins and through the pores.
Helix down my neck and through my chest, I feel it flow.
Understand it, watch it, bear to see it? Heres a show...