The Danger Unleashed from a FreakOnTheLow(SimpleHello pt 2)

AfroPoeticSista · #1 07-05-2005

*The Dangers That Postlude a Simple Hello* from the male perspective

I figured from our first hello
that this wasn't
your average ho:
smile so innocent, eyes so pensive
sex from her would be expensive.

So I took time to get to know her
talked, and listened,
enough to show her
I knew the value of her mind.
Her calming presence let me unwind

from daily life, my family, and tests
from my girlfriend, for whom i stressed.
I pay all bills, she's in tech school
and shops with my money. Which is cool

except she seems distant at times
lest we are sexing. THEN she's fine.
Don't want to club or drink no more.
I love my girl, but she's a bore...

Now Tori is a sweet lil thang
in 2 schools, working, but rarely complains.
She's conscious, but young, and naive too
I had her whipped when I called her "my boo,"

had her cookin my breakfast when she was here
as I whispered sweet nothings in her ear;
massaged her feet while we watched a movie
then suggested we go to my room. "Please?

I promise I'll only do what you let me.
I just wanna chill. Lets watch BET."
She watched the words leave my lips
with her eyebrow raised...
Then I watched them hips

sway to my bedroom and rest on my bed.
I'm planning how to make her give me head,
but she rests her chin in her palms, next to me
and we just TALK, listening to damn AJ & Free.

Each subsequent visit I plan her demise:
While we lay on the bed,
I lay wrapped in her thighs,
rest my head in her lap while she oils my hair
hands so gentle, I wonder how they would feel "there..."

I turn up the heat, talk her out of that shirt
I kiss on her neck till
she moans like it hurt
we stand before a mirror, tryna get ourselves together
my arms around her waist, she blushes. We look good together.

Innocent freaks, N*gga, that's what I'm about
while licking her all over I
offer to eat her out.
She petulantly refuses but twists her tongue to mine.
I'm thinking, "ma got serious tongue work but so much for 69"

She taught me some things, like butterfly kisses,
and the secret spot we all got
that's better than 3 wishes
I lotioned her down, had her smelling all pretty
then got up on that collarbone and down on them titties

From time to time she'd pretend
that she only wanted to be friends
and she'd say, "You got a girl, why you wanna mess wit me?"
but that guilt wouldn't keep them juicy lips off me!

but I couldn't get her pants off. I never got the prize
a shame too, cuz she got hips
like handlebars to the skies
Once, I think, I almost got her out them draw'rs
but she got an urgent message on her cell, and we paused.

The next WEEK I learned my girfriend was expecting.
When I told Tori, her voice was reflecting
the same amount of shock as I
and we knew our affair's end was nigh.

Through it all she'd been saying how it felt wrong
since I wasn't single
how we'd carried on.
Now she felt tres' guilty for freaking with me
after all that smack she talked about uplifting community.

She felt no better than them hos on jerry springer
who are no class nasty
and go through the ringer
to tell the world "I got your N*gga"
No one knew about us. That made her guilt bigger.

I reassured her, "It ain't all on you
It takes two to tango.
I'm guilty too."
Her eyes welled up, she looked so pained
so upon her with kisses and caresses I rained.

Her response was more passionate than ever before
since we knew we would
ne'er be this close anymore.
My arms held her tightly, her legs held me captive
our tongues worked in overdrive, pleasure enraptive.

We locked eyes with a wistful gaze, then she left.
I went back to the living room,
and to my left
was a photo of my girl and I
monogrammed "i love you"..... sigh

...I think about it now, dawg, and i see it clearly
I had one more oat to sow to know
how dear my Love is to me.
I'm bout to have a family, and I just want you to know
the danger unleashed from a freak on the low.