Giving up
Now Playing: "Giving Up" by Donny Hathaway
I hope somebody can feel my pain on this one.
Ok...my girlfriend and i have been going together for a few months now. Since March, we were like peanut-butter & jelly. We were really close, and were starting to get really, really serious. But now (to make a long story short), things are starting to get sour. She's too fukking possessive, but only at certain times. Her ex has "popped up outta no-where" a few times, altho she claims otherwise, and i think that his stankin ass is replacing me when i aint around. I feel like im starting to see what's really going on (the same feeling you get when finally understand a hard math problem). I just haven't caught her in the act (YET). I wanna give up on this girl, but i dont wanna be single anymore. I work odd hours, im not in school this semester, and its hard for me to be social enough to even think about "gettin back in the game." Plus, "the game" just aint where i wanna be. I know that if this doesn't work out, its gonna be hard for me to even trust a simple "hello" from a woman for a looooong time. I dont know what to do, and dammit i need a drink. :cry:
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