Life IS A *****!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! a ugly one 2

illmatic826 · #1 12-06-2005

ive been tryna find a job 4 wut seems like an enternity and still havent came across anything and she makes sure she throws that **** in my face every chance she gets i swear i keep trryin to stay positive bu seriously it aint as easy as it seems i mean i need money regardless and now im at the point where im gonna just start robbing ppl doing wuteva to get this money cuz like i sadi i tried the gettin a job **** and i cant believe how hard it is so im just like **** it!!!!! i seriously am just thnking about giving up on life i mean i m sick of this **** i just want a lil bit of stability is that too much to ask 4 just one thing in my wwhole life to be stable!! i can feel my heart turning cold and i just dont even wanna be around ppl no more im sick of seeing happy ppl they say misery loves company and she has successfully made my life miserable now im just filled wit hate bcuz thats all ive been given since i could remeber ive tried sooo long not 2 become a product of my enviroment but i all i got is me and that aint enuff no more!!!

saxxxmepoetically · #2 12-06-2005

maybe its the jobs that you are looking for....
becoming a product of your enviroment isnt going to make things any easier... considering the consequences things may get harder.. just pray about it... this just may be your test

CPL Thunderstruck · #3 12-06-2005

Military. There's your saving grace.

Kool 2k6 · #4 12-06-2005

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Originally Posted by F*CK YOU PAY ME

Military. There's your saving grace.

No it's not.

CPL Thunderstruck · #5 12-06-2005

Please, oh great Kool, PLEASE tell me how this cat is going to do anything?

And I don't call working to simply pay the bills "anything".

CPL Thunderstruck · #6 12-06-2005

You have 2 options here:

1) Keep looking for a job until you find one. You will subsequently realize you will spend the rest of your life doing the same thing. Your retirement funds will be a fraction of the norm and your likeliness to ever reach a position which pays the average household income will be even smaller than that. If you have no vocational training, you are simply ****ed.

2) Enlist. If your just looking to get on the right track, look towards the Army. If you want some reliable military background go Airforce or Navy. If you want all of that plus to do something for America, join the Marines. Take whatever little cash you have, buy a book to help with the ASVAB. Study it, take the ASVAB, go through medical, go through Liason and ask to be shipped as soon as possible (usually 1-2 weeks after clearance). You can go active duty of reserve. Reservists as an E-1 make about 390 a month for one weekend. Active duty E-1 I think is ilke $1,400.

If you do well enough on the ASVAB you can go MPO (Military Police Officer) or even Aviation. Most likely get thrown on recruiters duty, and that sucks...but hey, it pays.

Lady Invictus · #7 12-06-2005

Military...saving grace...NEGATIVE!

Sorry for the situation at hand, but you shouldn't give this person the key to your emotions. You give up, they win. You give them power. What type of work do you want to do and are qualified for. PM me that info and your city and state. I hope everything works out, especially your emotional state.